have i become one of those heavy sleepers who wont move even move a muscle when hit with a brick?

cause lately, alarm clocks dont work on me.

i simply go deaf to the annoying tunes like how a husband learns to go death on his naggy wife.

i missed a day in school today and there goes my 100% attendance cert for this term.

honestly, i couldnt care less but after this DPA thingy, i realised the importance of all these certificates.

these flimsy stuff are finally paying off.

what else.what else.

oh i got a new song.

its entitled konichiwa bitches.

the lyrics are so funky.

i think im gonna turn in now.

its 1am.

and i want to be an early bird for once!

12 more days before the results.

still crossing fingers.

tchau.

late night revisions and struggles to complete my fnn coursework will be the death of me.

im so sleep deprived.

heard this lyrics from a song and i found it so depressing in a positive way.

dont know how that is possible but yeah.

"now u see me, now you dont.

now u need me, now you dont"

16 more days till the DPA results are out.

sighs.

anyway, i watched BATMAN already. and it was amazing.

timing wise, very long.

it was what? 3 1/2 hours?

storyline was superb.

i still cant believe heath ledger has passed away.

he is an amazing actor and has this distinctive character in him where he always licks the corner of his lips when he acted as the joker.

he also starred in '10 things i hate about you' which happens to be one of my favourite movies.

why ledger why?!

may u rest in peace.

well today was once again mundane.

i had home tuition from 11 to 1pm.

and pretty much relaxed at home and did some fnn.

im gonna meet liyana soon to fag and just plainly catch up on things.

and im so happy for aini.

girl the feeling is amazing isnt it?

just dont let yourself go too easily.

what else ...

oh. so far, 6 ppl in class have already gotten the DPA call.

its a big jump as compared to last year's meagre amount which was what? 2?

i would like to wish all those ppl who have yet gotten their interview good luck.

especially sean and qiu ping.

u guys kick ass!

tchau.

phew!

going to the interview was like crossing one big baracade.

its done and over with and i am so relieved!

the interview went well and they asked questions that i would never expect.

like instead of asking me why i chose TP, they asked why i chose NP as my first choice.

thank god i had an answer almost straight away.

one thing is disturbing though,

there were about 10 ppl, and everyone's lasted about 10 mins?

mine lasted for 5.min.

5!

is that a bad sign?

i really need assurance.

and fardly, if you are reading this,

i would like to thank you for introducing me to your friend iman.

he helped. ALOT.

also, i would like to thank these ppl for helping and supporting me.

aini

sean

syahmi

qiu ping

mum

dad(in a way)

flavio ;)

liyana

mr heikal

.

i think thats all.

oh well, i'll cross my fingers and wait till 12 august for the results.

the wait. its head-banging-ly long.

i thought today would be one of those days where i would be in my death bed and look back but never recall.

BUT NO.

im the happiest chick alive.

i got a call from TP today to go for an interview for the course media comm on thursday.

ok so i got a little emotional about it, but i think its something worth getting emotional over.

i feel so lucky.

omg.

u know the feeling when something goes right and suddenly everything seems to fit into place in your life?

im feeling that rigghhhht now.

I LOVE THE WAY THINGS ARE NOW.

i feel so blessed to be alive.

told u i was going through emotional isht.

mundane day.

:S

somebody enlighten me.

with all due respect, i was quite disappointed yest and this will be elaborated furthur as i go along.

Was supposed to meet the clan at 9 and proceed to sentosa but there was some uncertainty and confusion so i ended meeting up the girls at 11.

the guys were asked to carry on first. Having reached there, it rained about 4 times in total. drizzles first and ended off with a big storm? isnt storm a word for like those hurricane type of situations?

Than.. our plan to booze was cancelled for no apparant reason.

but all in all, i still enjoyed myself. at least i got to spend time with my friends and yeah.

oh we also played luge and skyride. thanks to akmal's friend. she had free tix.

and there was this funny incident where we were taking the skyride. and we need to spread our legs open for the black thingy to go inbetween.

and the hot guys working there were like "ok spread your legs open"

we were all giggling like crazy.

haha.

im laughing even as i type this.

i just realised i didnt take any shots of the guys.

what was your motive in sugarcoating your background.

dude, whatever makes you happy.

pfft.

compliments make a person's day more that you could ever know.

i feel happy today.

although i got a mere 12/65 for chemistry.

i feel motivated.

=.=

anyways, i ate a kfc after sch with nanee and aysha today.

had fun catching up with you girls.

blackhead talk again anyone?

im so pysched about today/tml night.

some of my ex fss girlfriends had organised a netballing session and i think i should go since i didnt turn up last week.

what are the chances of losing 5kg in one netball session?

HAHH.

this is aysha.

me, nanee, aysha

Nothing is more contradictory of what a woman is

Women think with the heart;

it acts for the emotions and it is successful for love.

That it lives millions of emotions in just one day alone and transmits each one of them,

in just one look.

it lives arranging excuses for the errors, of those she loves.

other souls are housed in her womb,

and later she is blind,

ahead of the beauty of the children that she generates.

That as a witch it transforms into light and smiles off the pain that she feels in the soul,

for nobody to even notice.

And still , she has that to be strong, to give the shoulders for who in them needs to cry.

hands down i'm too proud for love but with eyes shut it's you i'm thinking of

but how we move from A to B? it can't be up to me 'cause you don't know

eye to eye thigh to thigh i let go

i think i'm..a little bit, a little bit a little bit in love with you

but only if you'rea little but, a little bit, a little bit in lo-lo-lo-lo-love with me

today officially marks the last day of mid year.

WOO!

sooo gonna booze and celebrate this weekend.

there's nothing much to celebrate actually but you know how we tend to find excuses for slightest things right.

overview of today:

went to sch for sci paper 1.

it was a short one hour test.

had breakfast at teh tarik after that

than left for home.

slept till 5 and met neighbour to fag before meeting a friend before heading to civic.

i have not studied for tml.

but i still got my head in the game uh.

the big 'O's is all that matters.

that's all for today.

tchau.

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some updates:

mid yr started today.

flunking chem.

that's a big F right there.

studied at civic today with aini, aysha , tysa and afiq.

did some boy watching.

is it me or is woodlands getting so much more populated?

LOL.

*dia vermelio

hello.

i am was so pissed today

i went to cck to renew my ezlink.

for the third time mind you.

first time i went, it was closed.

second time i went, it was opened but turns out, it was the wrong counter.

the one i was supposed to go to is located at the interchange but i went to the one at the mrt station.

the third time was today and i went extra early.

and brought everything that was required.

turns out i brought the wrong photo and needed to pay more than required.

this TRANSITLINK ppl give all the wrong info!

infact, i was this close to having a bitch fight with the counter lady.

so i'll need to make a fourth trip.

otw back, me and afiq decided to take d bus.

it was the first time we took 925 from cck and i have no idea where it led us.

tombstones, industrial sites, lakes.

u name it, they got it.

follwing that, we joined classmates and studied all the way.

bye.

i wont do it again.

i promise?

i got tagged.

a) people who have been tagged must write their answers on their
blogs & replace any questions that they dislike with a
new question formulated by themselves.

b) tag 6 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.
These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag
the person whom they were tagged by.
Continue this game by sending it to other people.
*****

Q : Who do you prefer? boyfriend or guyfriends?
A : cant decide.

Q : What is your greatest wish?
A : at this point of time, to do well for O's

Q : What would your first reaction be, when you see someone
you love/like, being happy with some other guy/girl ?
A : too bad uh

.
Q : What will you be in 8 years time?
A : air stewardess or journalist

Q : Would you change yourself for the person you love?
A : no. unless its a positive change that will be beneficial.

Q : what is your mantra in life?

A:think mostly with your head, not with your heart.

Q : If the person you secretly liked is
already attached, what would you do?
A : ponder on what could have been and move on.

Q : Is there anything that made
you unhappy these days?
A : in some little ways.

Q : Do you get butterflies in your stomach
whenever you're around the guy/girl you like/love?
A : definitely.

Q : Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
A : Yes.can i just say these questions are boring..

Q : Who are currently important people to you?
A : everyone that i am close to.

Q : What is the thing in a guy that
makes you think that he is sweet?
A : little actions to make me feel special.

Q : What's the ideal perfect relationship to you?
A : chemistry.

Q : Are you happy with your life?
A : a little give and take but as a whole, yes.

Q : Would you give all in a relationship?
A : no.

Q : If you fall in love with 2 persons simultaneously,
who would you pick? the lousiest one? OR the better one?
A : who would pick a rotten apple right.

Q : What type of friends do you like?
A : ppl with humour and good secret keepers.

Q : Do you often wish there was something you could change?
A : often.

Q : What type of guy do you look for?
A : one with chemistry and able to sweep me off my feet with his humour.

i wish i had a brother.
if i had a brother, his name would be albert.
the name would make him sound like a nerd.

but mine brother would be the bomb.
he'd bring all his hot guy friends home.
he'd stand up for me
he'd so not control my life and hog the tv.
and he'd give me advice if i had guy problems.
IF.

time check : 4.48am.
dont ask why.

sorry ppl.
idontknowwhythefuck my entries at the bottom are always cut off.

i guess there is some error with the postings.
i cant change it cause i dont know how.
so to see past posts just go to "stepback" on the bottom right corner.

im so sleepy!

why am i always so sleepy?!

and because of this i have stood up my friends quite a few times.

sorry aini.

and fiq.

ahh heck he doesnt even know who has a blog and who doesnt.

zomg.

if u are reading this than i'm kidding.

if u arent then, then.

i should stop making plans to study/gym etc.

cause it NEVER is carried out.

i have to go study.

i alr made a promise to meet aini at civic.

the bed is so tempting................

............................

flu.