Let me just say that i started the beautiful day(at 5pm, heh) with a rainbow gazed across the sky. wooooooo.

Okay, so yesterday(a few hrs back) was mine HEARTCORE girl's birthday - Aysha, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! So we had dinner at Long John's with dzul and haziq, then proceeded to eat ice cream at Swensens. I actually wanted to wait for a while to let the full-ness die down but since it was already 9.15 and i was afraid it was gg to close soon, we quickly made our way.

My all time favourite ; Apple Crumble! Asked them to try it, and they loved it!

Happy birthday something something. I forgot the name. Normal ice cream. Not that great for me.

Stupid DOK.
Me and my lovely, who else.

My present to her !

"bet he'd be over the moon u stayed up waiting for him. cause i know i'd be. "

Seriously, i spent like half an hour uploading photos! Im so tired.

Okay, so today i headed to Sentosa. We(aini, aysha, haziq) were supposed to meet at 9.30am but ended up meeting at 11am. As usual. WITHOUT AYSHA cause the Queen here, was tired. lol.



So we headed to Sentosa, just the three of us, like we were in some kind of dare. We didnt do much uh, just slacked, swam a little, and ate and drank a little bit. The best part was thanks to mine subwoofer speakers so it was extra fun singing along to the songs. Although the weather wasn't on our side, we still had alot of fun.

Around 5ish, we bathed and headed to Vivo to meet Aysha and had dinner and I had BEN AND JERRY'S!!! yay me.

K K, that's all im really tired.

AND BY THE WAY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY 19th AYSHA!! i love you.

Mine saturday was spent with Aysha, we headed to MDIS to register for my course and it was totally wicked cause there were some dance competitions are these lame ass groups were dancing, some were good, some were a laugh and there was also this dance competition and that's when i saw Muhsin.



There was a milo truck with free flow of milo! It was freaking raining but MDIS was giving out free umbrellas (how convenient) and we walked under the same umbrella cause we thought it was cute till the mrt. We then headed to Causeway point and bought some food and drinks to bring over to Aini's house. ( we were having a movie marathon session.) Soon after, haziq and dzul arrived. We were all fighting over the lappy cause she has a webcam and apparently, i dont cause i cant install it since my disk drive is spoilt. i went so crazy over it and started webcamming with whoever that was online and interesting. We slacked and watched 'Angus, thogns and perfect snogging' and ate fried-rice-gone-wrong-and-sticky. Aini's sis (titi) arrived soon after, ok not so soon, she arrived at 12 mn and we were slackeing from 4pm, with roy her bestie. They bought some drinks but i just took a sip or two. didnt wanna get drunk. The three guys got sooooo wasted. hahahaha.

Dont ask why im wearing basketball shorts. Mine jeans were effing tight uh!

Mine sunday was spent rotting at home cause mummy was home!
It's been ages since we sat and watched sexy mtv music videos together.

mooo.

And finally, today, we headed to aysha's house to watch some movies and have dinner, she cooked really yummy mee goreng. This insane girl has a passion for cooking i tell you. I would'nt mind marrying her. Too bad there arent pictures so i shall just put up a nice picture of mine. heh.

I'm so excited for tml! We are heading to sentosa to tan and have a picnic. I dont know why all our plans revolve around food these days.

TCHAU MEU AMORS.

okay its final.
i headed to mdis and applied for pyschology.
i start sch on the 20th april.
yay i still have a month to rot/have fun/ be lazy.

I'm over at aini's now and webcamming is so fun. woo!

bye.

I am in an incredibily good/excited/nervous mood right now.
I have been researching and asking around for opinions and doing further research and i have concluded that..

i am going for pyschology diploma. (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

I know, mass communications has been my life-long dream bla bla bla since secondary 3 but, need to be realistic.Plus, i like pyschology alot too. Here is a peek of what i have summed up.

pyschology :

- more job availabilities.

- higher paying job

- average annual pay : $ 60, ooo ++

mass comm:

- not a 9-5 job BUT stressful due to deadlines and expectations for results.

- average annual pay : $ 22, 350 ++

ok, but i still need to talk to Dad about this. It's so last minute but life is about taking chances!

Photos from yesterday:

I think i'm young and needy.

I need to contemplate hard on that.

I think i like using bombastic words.

It makes me feel smart.

Also, i think that i think too much and that i'm young and needy and i do not like it. Not one bit and that this feeling makes me a bit sad?

I mean, i love being young but i hate being needy.

I dont think i'm needy but when i'm around him, i feel so eeu.

I think it's him. No no, i think its our amoeba chemistry thingy - it really isnt good.

I just typed alot of crap. I'm off to more thinking.

so i was reading xiaxue's blog and this is so true. go go! read it.

http://xiaxue.blogspot.com/2004/11/mail-from-eligible-man.html

nth much to blog today. Moozie called me and instead of saying things like "The jungle is a bitch" or "I can't wait to see you" , guess what he says..

1. "Where are you?" angrily.

2. "Why didn't you answer my call yesterday?"

3. "You?? In town alone? Are you sure?"

4. "No need to pick me up at th airport already uh." (i guess he was angry by then)

you can't treat me with the least respect.

I hate men who don't treat females with the respect we deserve. I AM SO PISSED. i wasnt just now but now that i started blogging, the anger is building up in me.. i feel like my lungs feel really tight and out of air. Maybe its from all the smoking. hahaha. at least i found some humour in this. MEN!!

I MISS DOING THIS.

1. Are you single - Wouldn't you like to know?
2. Are you happy - I'm still figuring that out.
3. Are you bored - YES.
4. Are you fair - I guess.
5. Are you Italian - No.
6. Are you intelligent - Yes.
7. Are you honest - I try, i try.
8. Are you nice - Yes.
9. Are you Irish - No.
10. Are you Asian - Yes.

TEN FACTS

1. Full Name - Stephanie Gomes Tay.
2. Nicknames - Steph. Stephanza.
3. Birth place - Brazil.
4. Hair color - The more brunette-er, the better.
5. Natural hair style - Curly.
6. Eye Color - Grey.
7. Birthday - 11.11.1991.
8. Mood - So hungry, i can eat ...
9. Favorite color - Red.
10. One place you'd like to visit - Brazil and Thailand. That makes 2.

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE

1. Have you ever been in love - Yes
2. Do you believe in love at first sight - The hell no.
3. Do you currently have a crush? - I',m still figuring that out.
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - Yes.
5. Have you ever broken someone's heart - Yes.
6. Have you ever had your heart broken - No.
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them - I dont think so.
8. Are you afraid of commitment - Yes
9. Who was the last person you hugged - Gio gio.
10. Who was the last person you said i love you to? - Hello Panda.

TEN THIS OR THAT

1. Love or lust - Love
2. Hard liquor or beer - Hard liq.
3. Cats or dogs - Dogs.
4. A few best friends or any regular friends - A few bffs.
5. Creamy or Crunchy - Crunchy.
6. Pencil or Pen - Pen.
7. Wild night out or romantic night in - Romantic night in.
8. Money or Happiness - Both, haabaa haabaa.
9. Night or day - Night.
10. IM or phone - It depends.

TEN HAVE YOU EVER

1. Been caught sneaking out - Yes.
2. Seen a polar bear - Yes
3. Done something you regret - Yes.
4. Bungee jumped - No. tsk.
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor -Yes. It was the last candy! In my defence, i blew on it first.
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker - No.
7. Been caught naked - No
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back - Yes. What can i say ? The heart wants what it wants.
9. Cried because you lost a pet - Yes.
10. Wanted to disappear - OOO. yes.

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER

1. Smile or eyes - Both are very important.
2. Light or dark hair - Dark
3. Hugs or kisses - All of 'em sugar!
4. Shorter or taller - Taller.
5. Intelligence or attraction - HAAH. Intelligence. But looking good wouldnt hurt.
6. Topman or Zara - why would u ask.
7. Funny or serious - Funny.
8. Older or Younger - Maturity.
9. Outgoing or quiet - Outgoing.
10. Sweet or Bad - This depends.

TEN HAVE YOUS

1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - Yes.
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour - Yes
3. Ever tried walking on your hands - No
4. Ever been to a rock concert - No.
5. Ever been on a cheerleading team - No.
6. Ever been on a dance team - HAHA. Yes.
7. Ever been on a sports team - Yes
8. Ever been in a drama play/production - Yes.
9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley - Yes.
10. Ever been in a rap video - Yes. heh.

Well, today was a bitch. It was so boring. I ate maggi and played Haziq's psp (The Sims) all the way...... time just flew by. I hope tomorrow is a better day. Bye.

The lyrics from this song might explain 1/2362743 of what i'm feeling :

Dying inside cause I can't stand it

Make or break up Can't take this madness

We don't even really know why

All I know is baby I try and try so hard to keep our love alive

If you don't know me at this point then I highly doubt you ever will

I really need you to give me that unconditional love I used to feel (!!!)

It's no mistaking we're just erasing from our hearts and minds

- Mariah Carey

HELLO! Thank God the picture uploader is working today. I'll start by breifly describing what has been happening in my life these past few days. I had an early v.day celebration on the 11th wih moozie. We ate at Swensen's and watched a movie. Nothing much uh, we weren't too keen on celebrating v.day this year (actually i was but..nothing) OK, so here are some pictures.

His yummy Pizza.

My fish fillet with sambal (am starting to like spicy food)

Enjoying my Earl Grey.

Him looking shagged as ever .

I sent him off on the 12th and awkwardly, i didn't find it hard to say goodbye. (might not like what he may have just read but heck, he never reads cause he doesn't care about my life) I took the bus home and alighted at 888. I was walking al0ne when this eeu 567624 years old chinese looking guy slowed down in his eeu silver car and asked if i wanted a ride home. I was afraid. And when i told moozie, all he did was laugh. -_- ! whatever. I guess he was too happy with his Subway sandwich. lol.

On the 13th, aysha and i went for an evening dip in th pool at woodlands swimming complex. We stayed in the jacuzzi all the way and yapped and exchanged more secredos. Aini joined us soon after but she didnt manage to catch up with our picture taking . And aini said that someone was filming me!!! But heck uh, i wasn't naked. Like anyone would wanna see my ass on the net, they'd rather jump right into Xtube or something. Headed to civic after that and i shaved haziq's hair! I did it the T.I style.

Oh, i went to town a week back i guess? with haziq and aysha cause haziq wanted to find a pair of jeans or something. We had dinner at Ria's bla bla ayam penyet. Thanks for the treat Aysha. We went to bottle tree park after that.

This dish never fails to please me! And its so cheapo ne-ne.

This gado-gado thingy tasted weird. It like dipping crackers in satay sauce and the cracker turns soft after that.
Valentine's day was spent at town with my friends.

That's all now. Bye. I miss moozie but its a love-hate kinda miss.