stephanie gomes tay has died tonight.

"The only sane choice you have when you fall is to get back up. What if i wanted to stay here and feel sorry for myself because no one else will?"

What if my life began tomorrow/what if i died tonight/what if i'm saved/what if i'm waiting to be saved/what if im ignorant/what if i had bipolar/what if i cant find my purpose/what if i can/

I might go on a long hike and never come back down. So if im missing, its cause i'm hiking. and i dont need anyone else to tag along. I dont need help. i dont want help and i dont need a reason as to why.

If my posts are too depressing for you, dont read it or you might just get sucked into getting bipolar too. These posts just aren't like how they used to be. Gdnight.

I dont want to blame anyone else for my mistakes. It makes me feel good tht people might read my feelings so easily because i note them down here, but that is that. I dont need comfort. I just like th idea of how maybe you, yes you, can relate to my emotions or be skeptical and think im being too dramatic. But that is that. I dont need comfort. I like the fact that writing is my one escape into sanity and how everyone can read behind their screens and react. But that is that. I dont need comfort. I haven't said though, that i dont need critiscms.