but what if there were more to this.

i was bathing just now and grumbling at the fact of how much i hate my entangled hair after showers. and then i thought to myself.. who ever came up with the fact the men need to have short hair? and ladies with long hair? generally speaking of course. i know im lame but im bored out of my mind. seriously..why the stereotyping? moving on. today, i would like to touch on something a little more sensitive and share some of my thoughts with u ppl. L.O.V.E or at least the feeling of it. as some of you may know, i have been single for about 3 months and this previous relatonship of mine was my longest ever being 2 years and 3 months. how the fuck did i manage to do it i have no idea. but thats not the point. what i am trying to say is, i guess when i used to hear some girls blabber about how they are afraid to fall in love, i used to snigger to myself and think.. damn, if you love someone and they love you back, there is no other problem what. go for it uh! but now stephanie knows. oh i know too well. being with this ex of mine, i had a lot of new experiences and had my eyes opened to the world. i had my ups and downs but most importantly, i learned. ALOT. never dare i say that i regret this past relationship because without it, i would still be naive, senseless and on the low of things. being with him seriously pushed me to and way above my limits and made me a much more understanding person. especially after i let go, i saw things from a much more secure perspective. seeing things from a new angle. and although along with this new thingy came a lot of pain, i very much appreciate it. cause it made me stronger. so what the heck. when girls blabber about how afraid they are to fall in love, i will still snigger to myself! :D because love, or what i think it is, is a beautiful thing. oh how i miss that feeling. im sure everyone does. tchau for now.