he's gotta walk it out to be my super fly guy.

im too tired today. i finished school around 5. i was so cheated la. i thought it was gonna be around 4 but nooo. so pissed.

can i get any pettier? lol.

to make things worst, my bloody ipod hanged on the way home. CB.

hate it when that happens.

i miss the feeling when someone knows you like the back of his palm.

its not the butterfly in your stomach feeling but more of a comfort zone kinda feeling.

feeling me? nahhh.

bye suckos.

OMG I HAVE TO SHOW YOU THESE PICTURES FROM LAST CENTURY.

AND WELCOME BACK ATTAR.

class- swimmin round

people, i got home late yesterday so i am blogging about it today. as usual, i missed math tutorial yesterday...what? it was on a sat morning ppl! how wrong is that? and so, around 12, i recieved a bunch of messages and one was afiq(surprisingly) and he was like asking me to tag along and swim with the class. didnt hesitate :D we were to meet at 2 and i reached at 2.40pm. they were a little pissed but thank god i was not the last one.eheh nevertheless, i am so sorry! by the way, we headed to jurong swimmin complex and i have NEVER been there before. i have no childhood. lol so obviously, i freaked when i saw everything. singapore has these things? woahh. i dont wanna say much about what happen cause it will just bore you guys. you can read the whole she-bang at nani's profile (sorry aini i cant do the link thing like u did) but i have it at the side of the web page. i just wanna mention this funny thing that happened. i was rushing to the yellow slide like a 5-year-old and was like pulling nani along. while going down the stairs(running), aini slipped and fell on the floor and since i was holding her hand, i fell too and it was damn funny uh. i swear we should record our whole lives so we can replay funny moments such as these. my chin has a blue black. again! but its kinda gone now. ok pictures! :

i do not wish to be single, with 30 years of age and owning 3 cats who have men names.

i think that's sad and life-threatening.

HAPPY thoughts now:

i can clearly say that sleeping early does not make me wide awake in school. I have been wanting to prove this point for sometime and today, i can. Turning in at 8pm and waking up at 6am, i have failed to keep myself awake. which brings me to a not so happy thought:

WTF is wrong with me than?? ah heck la. i give up. i guess i'm just nocturnal. i would love thoning than. which i don't so.. i dont know already.

another reason to be happy about today is that i debated in english class against syahmi, not till i won(well i did) but until he got a piercing migraine :D up until the last period. cool huh.

tchau// <3

woohoo.

in PJ's.

my <3

i didnt go school today. period cramps plus overslept. u guys should grab your balls and thank yourselves u have them. cause u guys dont experience the torture of having cramps. i bet they'll kill you men. sense the angst people, sense the angst!

i am hungry.gonna eat tuna and bread. or maybe cup noodles.

tchau.

hi people. im back!

from where? sentosa. im not gonna blog much about it but uhm, overall, it was awesome. we swam, laughed our asses off, drank and there were even cops involved not with us that is, we just got to witness some stuff which involved running butt naked and screaming for a blow-job, guy to guy that is.

eh eh eh:D

i thoned and i didnt tell daddy about it.just said i was gonna be home late but surprisingly he was not that pissed about it when i got home. just naggy and all. oh how i get away with things(sticks out tongue as shown in picture)


well well well, what topic shall i blog about today?

i know, thoning a.k.a staying-out-late-at-night-and-doing-a-bunch-a-nuisance-with-a-bunch-of people. well, i am not a fan of it. i detest it. it is damn crappy. especially at night when it is superbly cold and u coincidentally, forget to bring a sweater, you are coincidentally out of cash so you cant buy any food, drink and faggies. so u and your clan suffer for the rest of the night. but somehow, there is this one person who will joke and keep u guys laughing.maybe even annoying u ppl. and than you will get so bored out of mind that u will do some things that may seem funny to u guys but get yourself in trouble with the cops at last.

so why did i thon? i have no idea.

some pictures from yesterday:

me and ilaa :D



me and audre :D

tchau.

:D im so in love with this smiley

holla.

abruptly,

i am one happy girl.why?


cause i got this


and this


and this


and this

and this!not the ipod but the cool earpiece where the pink part can be changed to some other big ass colour!

ola my precious ppl-who-bother-to-read-this-blog. well, today was a BLAST.i went to a place[not gonna say where] and bought a bunch of stuff la. i am one happy girl today. mann, shopping really is therapy . ahha. when i was gonna purchase this shoe(DC) i had second thoughts because i didnt know if i was even gonna wear it. but after much thinking i thought,heck! i will wear it. i mean..what do ppl call it these days? streetwear? or whatever crap.. its not that i am into that, but arent the shoes so cute and squishy? i dont know how these shoes can look good on a person without making their feet look like ronald mcdaonalds. and i loooooveee it:D in addition to that, i bought a few dvds: -american pie -blonde and blonder -p.s:i love you -after sex. damn it.i guess you ppl know where i went already. well, i still will not say it cause some ppl are kind of slow and i will take my chances. and dont judge me on the movies that i chose to buy. they are nice and so what if i adore chick flicks? grunts. tomorrow they(the new bunch of ppl i have been out with) wanna go sentosa. i am still pondering though. pondering, is a big word. i could have just used thinking but i want to sound smart(: short entry for today. i shall blog more tomorrow. that is, if i want to. oh and.. happy good friday? tchau nenes.

i was bathing just now and grumbling at the fact of how much i hate my entangled hair after showers. and then i thought to myself.. who ever came up with the fact the men need to have short hair? and ladies with long hair? generally speaking of course. i know im lame but im bored out of my mind. seriously..why the stereotyping? moving on. today, i would like to touch on something a little more sensitive and share some of my thoughts with u ppl. L.O.V.E or at least the feeling of it. as some of you may know, i have been single for about 3 months and this previous relatonship of mine was my longest ever being 2 years and 3 months. how the fuck did i manage to do it i have no idea. but thats not the point. what i am trying to say is, i guess when i used to hear some girls blabber about how they are afraid to fall in love, i used to snigger to myself and think.. damn, if you love someone and they love you back, there is no other problem what. go for it uh! but now stephanie knows. oh i know too well. being with this ex of mine, i had a lot of new experiences and had my eyes opened to the world. i had my ups and downs but most importantly, i learned. ALOT. never dare i say that i regret this past relationship because without it, i would still be naive, senseless and on the low of things. being with him seriously pushed me to and way above my limits and made me a much more understanding person. especially after i let go, i saw things from a much more secure perspective. seeing things from a new angle. and although along with this new thingy came a lot of pain, i very much appreciate it. cause it made me stronger. so what the heck. when girls blabber about how afraid they are to fall in love, i will still snigger to myself! :D because love, or what i think it is, is a beautiful thing. oh how i miss that feeling. im sure everyone does. tchau for now.

a penny for your thoughts.

sufian((:

these days time seems to fly past like a jet train. unlike in those days where i had time for leisure. ok jet trains dont fly but u get what i mean. so heck. LEISURE. whats that these days? fine, i i maybe be blogging right now and you may be thinking, hey thats leisure time! Well, i don't mean like an hour or so. i mean like a series of 3-4 hours at least where i can go out and do something,meet some friends up etc. All this daily routines are driving me insane. Doing the same things on a daily basis is just wrong. Oh well, at least it will keep me on track and away from trouble. I HOPE. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i'm bored. so i shall i bore you too. things that rhyme with BLUE: cool.stool.screw.grew.crew.flew.glue.flu.fool.shrew why am i doing this again? oh yeah, im bored. i need to: - clean my room up before it turns into a pigsty - complete my longed overdue essays. five to be exact. fuck right. -buy sneakers - buy some snacks for midnight binge - complete F&N research - conivince myself ONCE AGAIN why i am schooling still -force myself to sleep early before i start looking like a pandaaaa. -continue jogging on a weekly basis -save $$$ for a rainy day -i love rain and this has nothing to do with things i need to do or what-so-ever -stop pumping boredom into your already bored minds. i met sufian outside school today as he was like going to a place near school thus , deciding to meet me up.If you people dont already know, sufian is me best boy bud ever and sadly, left school last year. school just isnt the same without him. he cracks me up all the time. thank god we met up today and i miss this fucker. do i tend to skip topics abruptly? i may have A.D.D. thats something i watched on youtube and is a completely whole other story. and with that, i bid farewell. need to go feed the dogs. hah! bet that's one sentence you guys may never say. groovy_groo. tchau nenes.

jogging? HAH!

hey people. im so exhausted. yes.. still! eversince yesterday. today was well, same old same old. school and stuff. went to eat at KFC with nanee after that.

well, a few days back i planned with audre, chicken and ilaa to ... believe it or not.. JOG. hhah. those who do know me, especially nanee.. knows that i am ONE LAZY ASS when it comes to running. so today i had my usual excuses(tired from school..bla bla) but i managed to force myself and i am glad i did.

((:

anyways, those photos above are just some random pictures from last month or so. what im trying to say is.. I MISS THE CREW! lets get together again! really do miss them.right nanee?

err. i suddenly ran out of things to type.

-___- tchau.

exhaustion

im back to school after two weeks of long breakkk. it so does not feel like enough though. and i was like slepping in class due to insomnia. it was only the first day of school and i had to work my ass off to complete my holiday assignments. okay okay, this topic makes me so much more exhausted so i shall abruptly jump to something else: WAIT WAIT WAIT! something related to school again: i am going to drop POA. WHY? because i loathe it,i always did and always will. and i can((: RAR!! so there! now where was i? ahh.. im gonna buy sneakers , well at least i want to..hopefully by this weekend. not like you'd care . by the way, lately i have been working weekeneds and not many people know this but i intend to use the $$$ to buy and return something back to someone but yesterday, looking at a certain bulletin from friendster, i had a sudden change of mind and i thought to myself, gee this person so does not need this as much as i thought this person did! ARGH okay, i know you people dont understand and you shall never! just wanting to get things off my chest but to no avail i guess. okay im signing off . P/S: i know this blog sucks but bare with me for the mean time cause im new to all these.NENES. tchau.