but what if there were more to this.

why dont we converse?

why cant u be a man and just tell me and mae so we can fix things together?

mae i know hope for it is bleak and i dont blame u.

and you, why do u pretend everything is alright?

thats just too bad cause i know, mae knows.

everyone does.

this is so stupid.

u said only ppl from broken homes are so, so broken inside and resort to rebel.

does that mean i can be one now?

how could u have just thrown my future down the drain just for your WANTS.

god, can u hear me?

i hope for better days.

and Lord, give me strength.

'' I can do everything through Him who gives me strength" - Philippians 4:13

this was a vent post. so dont ask me why i wrote this.

i wont ans. get it.

and FUCK HSA!