but what if there were more to this.

The big bang theory, 3 sachets of Milo, Viceroys and a dead handphone.

Also, packing is really tough, it caused me to sneeze for hours.

Giogio is sleeping on my pillow case where i rest my head and making this light snoring noises.

Sigh, why can't i be as calm and collected as her?

No, i cant talk over dinner.

because i already ate when u texted me.

Because u called me th B word

and you were being impatient

i've said never to expect th same treatment in return

and true to my word, i was not expecting

i was hoping

especially at the worst(most probably) pitfall of my life

i thought you'd be a little more understanding and less needy than that.

And no, feeling sorry for me isnt enough

or giving me words of encouragement

because you are or were my pillar and i have higher expectations for my pillars.

i think everyone does.

not anyone can be anyone's pillars u know.

but no, you speak a word of encouragement to me and u think worlds of yourself.

well good for u, but words arent really what i need right now

especially not th b word.