but what if there were more to this.

I don't like the fact that i'm such a different person around you.
I feel like i'm 'negative steph'
I'll turn to someone that i would never wish of becoming.
You don't bring out the best in me.
And i don't like it
i really dont like it.
I feel like i worry about stupid things from the past and stupid things that will never occur in th future and if it will, it will only occur if i left you.
Something has got to change. Please.. me or you.. we can't go on this way.
I...I feel like calling it quits sometimes, and this isn't something i would be proud of cause it would mean that i had bad judgement.
How? This is a problem i would never thought of encountering.
I am the most insecure person around you and that must change.

i hope you read this in time.