but what if there were more to this.

Yes, i am always negative thinking when it comes to you. I think you are too good for me. I am very happy to have spent my 4 years with you. Some ups, some downs. I love you, well, i loved you but its no use forcing something that will never work. I didn't give up on you, i just saw reality. So please, wipe those tears off your eyes and cry for something or someone much worthwhile. I honestly hate myself for leaving you in this state.